missing the past

what i learned today: i miss the past
i miss the past.
i miss how we used to hang out all the time
i miss how it was husband & wife, bff <3
i miss how we would do all the weirdest things
i miss the memories we had
i miss those days

i cant find them anymore
its all disappear
i try and try
but its not the same anymore
how it changed
ill never know
all i can do is watch the scenes unfold
watching our friendship disappear
without saying a peep
its what i have to do
because people always change
although i miss those times
where we were the closest friends alive
i cant do anything now
because you other people now
i tried not talking to you
it felt really weird
i thought i could not talk to you
and be happy with my other friends
wow it became different
but to tell you the truth
i dont want to go up to you
now it seems you dislike me
its always i gain a friend
i lose another
i guess its you that i lost
best friends forever...? not anymore
husband & wifey--not anymore
friends...? maybe but im not sure anymore...

quote i found today:
“It is strange... that the years teach
us patience; that the shorter our time, the
greater our capacity for waiting.”
-Elizabeth Taylor