모르겠어

everyday just feels like a habit,
i wake up, go to school, come home, do homework, and go to sleep.
nothing really excites me for real.
nothing really makes me happy.
nothing really makes me feel better.
it does feel any better the next day.
its just something i do. something that just happens.
when am i going to have a life where i can anticipate on the next day?
나는 진짜 모르겠어.
i just feel more distance towards everyone.
like im in my own little world. trapped. with no exit.
no matter how many times i yell for help, there's no answer.
someone get me out of this place. someone rescue me.
get me out of this day to day "habit"
i dont want to feel numb anymore.
도와줘. 난 여기서 나갈 방법을 모르겠어.