what i want

what i learned today: i am REALLLY fat D:

i want to sing well
i want to express my feelings that way
but the sound that comes out
isnt what i expected it to sound like

i want to dance well
i want to dance like crazy
but the way my body moves
isnt what i expected it to be like

i want to keep my friends close
i want to have someone i know that will be there for me 24/7
but the way my friends are
isnt what i expected my friends to be

i want to be a proud person of the yi family
i want to be the person that everyone in my family brags about
but the way i am now
isnt what i expected in order to become that proud person

i want to have no more worries
i want to have no more doubts
but the way life is
isnt what i expected to be

what i want...
i want alot of things
of course im a selfish person
i want this and that but i know i cant get it
thats the way of life.
but having flaws, losing friends, and doubts is all included
in my life.