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what i learned today: someone dislikes me

the person. wow. first we were close. now its just hey ___! hey ____! but just stares at me. not even stares. its more like the wtf look. when i say something, the automatic reply from your face is WTF. its no longer :] someone said to brush these things off. but losing a friend and getting a cold feeling from them is not something that shouldnt be brushed off.
im kinda disappointed because i havent changed or anything. its not like i got bitchy all of a sudden or act cold to you.

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you wanna know why i dont tell you my problems anymore
because if i do i bother too much because i have many problems
or either i tell you and the next day its all about jennyi but couple days later you just go back to acting cold or having mood swings on me...


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i no longer have a list of whos my closest friends....
because i dont even know if they think im one of their close friends...
they might not even like me...

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what i really want to know
if you had a choice,
would you be my friend
or would you be a person that i just know...?