i cancel what i said yesterday
my life isnt okay
my life isnt okay
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
snow
what i learned today: it snowed today in new jersey :O
guys get warmer.
its only getting colder.
it snowed in other parts of new jersey 0_0;;
watch out for yourselves
dont get sick.
happy almost halloween...
i dont think im going to go trick or treating.
im a loner thats why D;
guys get warmer.
its only getting colder.
it snowed in other parts of new jersey 0_0;;
watch out for yourselves
dont get sick.
happy almost halloween...
i dont think im going to go trick or treating.
im a loner thats why D;
Monday, October 27, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
random
what i learned today: i dont ask in general
i did nothing today...
sigh...
i didnt go to the game yesterday...
i was going to...
but i thought what the heck
people are fine with out me
so i didnt
yupp i dont ask
i hate asking
i dont ask people to hang out
because when i usually do...
theyre busy D;
so i dont ask anymore
well now im going to go to eunices church tomorrow
and my dogs sleeping on my bed...
everyone sleeps on my bed...
just like eunice
everyone fighting~
dont be so down in the dumps...
please...?
i did nothing today...
sigh...
i didnt go to the game yesterday...
i was going to...
but i thought what the heck
people are fine with out me
so i didnt
yupp i dont ask
i hate asking
i dont ask people to hang out
because when i usually do...
theyre busy D;
so i dont ask anymore
well now im going to go to eunices church tomorrow
and my dogs sleeping on my bed...
everyone sleeps on my bed...
just like eunice
everyone fighting~
dont be so down in the dumps...
please...?
Thursday, October 23, 2008
change
change.
what does change mean?
change - [cheynj] verb, changed, chang·ing, noun –verb (used with object)
to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be if left alone
-Keri Russell
what does change mean?
change - [cheynj] verb, changed, chang·ing, noun –verb (used with object)
to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be if left alone
“Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.”
-Keri Russell
“ If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.”
-Mary Engelbreit
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
CHEM D:
what i learned today: i forget things to easily & im bossy D:
i have nothing to say so ill just say random stuff.
1. my chem teacher is weird
2. he told me to stop eating all the time just because i had a bagel in my mouth for breakfast
3. he stops me in the middle of the hallway and says to go to class when i had a pass in my hand
4. he doesnt know what a test and quiz really are
5. we have two tests, one tomorrow and one this coming tuesday
6. i hate my chem teacher
there you go my random stuff :]
i have nothing to say so ill just say random stuff.
1. my chem teacher is weird
2. he told me to stop eating all the time just because i had a bagel in my mouth for breakfast
3. he stops me in the middle of the hallway and says to go to class when i had a pass in my hand
4. he doesnt know what a test and quiz really are
5. we have two tests, one tomorrow and one this coming tuesday
6. i hate my chem teacher
there you go my random stuff :]
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
picture is worth a thousand words
“a picture is worth a thousand words”
a hand print tells you a story. it tells you the story of someones life. it tells you the hard ships, the pain, and everything the person has been through. every person's hand is different because it tells its unique story. everyones story and life is always different.
pigeons flying. pigeons are different. they give you the feeling of dirtiness. they tell you their life by how they look. just like hands they tell their story with their appearance.
this is definitely worth a thousand words. this is a story about two friends. they have been through days where they fought and they smiled. its the friendship that shows. the bond that they share. its one thing that they cherish. its their friendship.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
:O
what i learned today: i really did bad in the psats D;
what i also learned today: PAUL STOLE MY SPOT
im no longer number one D; ALSDKJF;LWEJRL
what i did today
1. kinda woke up at 6.
2. saw my grandma put blankets on me cause i was cold. <3
3. went back to sleep.
4. woke up at 7.
5. really did not want to go to school to take the psats
6. got dressed and washed up.
7. grandma took me to dunkin donuts.
8. came back home and had eunice come over.
9. grandpa drove us to school.
10. went in school and took the psats.
11. went to kevins house so that everyone can pee.
12. walked to golden eagle diner with eugene, kevin, patrick, sandy, and eunice.
13. ordered food.
14. paul came.
15. food came and we ate.
16. eugene left.
17. kept eating.
18. paul kept commenting that we were so quiet.
19. patricks huge plate of onion rings came.
20. gave kevin half of my half of a cheeseburger
21. everyone finished eating.
22. started to rock paper scissors.
23. kevin lost first so he sucked on a lemon with hot sauce all over it.
24. we kept playing with the loser eating this peach color drink with disgusting stuff in it.
25. everyone lost except for me.
26. they wanted me to lose.
27. i lost and i drank it... it wasnt THAT bad as their face expressions expressed it.
28. kevin & paul lost the last round.
29. paid and walked to patricks house.
30. patrick said he had to take a dump.
31. stayed on his front yard, talking, singing, doing weird things.
32. went to the police station on the side by orange tree.
33. met hyerin, eunji unni and this other unni.
34. met paul, kevin, sandy, and eunice again.
35. sandy left.
36. paul, kevin, and eunice left.
37. i got picked up by my grandpa.
38. fooled around with my grandma.
39. went to my dads house and cleaned.
40. came back and went back to my dads house then came back.
41. watched tv with my grandparents.
42. ate ramen since we had no rice made.
43. watched tv with grandparents again.
44. came up to my room.
45. turned on my computer, logged into aim and msn.
46. checked my email, blogs, youtube, and facebook.
47. imed eunice--currently doing so.
48. told her i was bored.
49. she told me to blog.
50. so here i am.
OH i forgot...
paul looks like a monkey and a chihuahua :D :O
what i also learned today: PAUL STOLE MY SPOT
im no longer number one D; ALSDKJF;LWEJRL
what i did today
1. kinda woke up at 6.
2. saw my grandma put blankets on me cause i was cold. <3
3. went back to sleep.
4. woke up at 7.
5. really did not want to go to school to take the psats
6. got dressed and washed up.
7. grandma took me to dunkin donuts.
8. came back home and had eunice come over.
9. grandpa drove us to school.
10. went in school and took the psats.
11. went to kevins house so that everyone can pee.
12. walked to golden eagle diner with eugene, kevin, patrick, sandy, and eunice.
13. ordered food.
14. paul came.
15. food came and we ate.
16. eugene left.
17. kept eating.
18. paul kept commenting that we were so quiet.
19. patricks huge plate of onion rings came.
20. gave kevin half of my half of a cheeseburger
21. everyone finished eating.
22. started to rock paper scissors.
23. kevin lost first so he sucked on a lemon with hot sauce all over it.
24. we kept playing with the loser eating this peach color drink with disgusting stuff in it.
25. everyone lost except for me.
26. they wanted me to lose.
27. i lost and i drank it... it wasnt THAT bad as their face expressions expressed it.
28. kevin & paul lost the last round.
29. paid and walked to patricks house.
30. patrick said he had to take a dump.
31. stayed on his front yard, talking, singing, doing weird things.
32. went to the police station on the side by orange tree.
33. met hyerin, eunji unni and this other unni.
34. met paul, kevin, sandy, and eunice again.
35. sandy left.
36. paul, kevin, and eunice left.
37. i got picked up by my grandpa.
38. fooled around with my grandma.
39. went to my dads house and cleaned.
40. came back and went back to my dads house then came back.
41. watched tv with my grandparents.
42. ate ramen since we had no rice made.
43. watched tv with grandparents again.
44. came up to my room.
45. turned on my computer, logged into aim and msn.
46. checked my email, blogs, youtube, and facebook.
47. imed eunice--currently doing so.
48. told her i was bored.
49. she told me to blog.
50. so here i am.
OH i forgot...
paul looks like a monkey and a chihuahua :D :O
Friday, October 17, 2008
wifey
what i learned today: my wifey is taken by someone else D:
theres nothing new...
except my wifey got stolen by this guy
and now shes cheating on me XD
i hope we get closer...
cause i feel like we're getting further and further apart....
sigh...
welll
CONGRATS MY WIFEY :]
theres nothing new...
except my wifey got stolen by this guy
and now shes cheating on me XD
i hope we get closer...
cause i feel like we're getting further and further apart....
sigh...
welll
CONGRATS MY WIFEY :]
Thursday, October 16, 2008
...
what i learned today: someone dislikes me
the person. wow. first we were close. now its just hey ___! hey ____! but just stares at me. not even stares. its more like the wtf look. when i say something, the automatic reply from your face is WTF. its no longer :] someone said to brush these things off. but losing a friend and getting a cold feeling from them is not something that shouldnt be brushed off.
im kinda disappointed because i havent changed or anything. its not like i got bitchy all of a sudden or act cold to you.
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you wanna know why i dont tell you my problems anymore
because if i do i bother too much because i have many problems
or either i tell you and the next day its all about jennyi but couple days later you just go back to acting cold or having mood swings on me...
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i no longer have a list of whos my closest friends....
because i dont even know if they think im one of their close friends...
they might not even like me...
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what i really want to know
if you had a choice,
would you be my friend
or would you be a person that i just know...?
the person. wow. first we were close. now its just hey ___! hey ____! but just stares at me. not even stares. its more like the wtf look. when i say something, the automatic reply from your face is WTF. its no longer :] someone said to brush these things off. but losing a friend and getting a cold feeling from them is not something that shouldnt be brushed off.
im kinda disappointed because i havent changed or anything. its not like i got bitchy all of a sudden or act cold to you.
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you wanna know why i dont tell you my problems anymore
because if i do i bother too much because i have many problems
or either i tell you and the next day its all about jennyi but couple days later you just go back to acting cold or having mood swings on me...
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i no longer have a list of whos my closest friends....
because i dont even know if they think im one of their close friends...
they might not even like me...
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what i really want to know
if you had a choice,
would you be my friend
or would you be a person that i just know...?
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
what i want
what i learned today: i am REALLLY fat D:
i want to sing well
i want to express my feelings that way
but the sound that comes out
isnt what i expected it to sound like
i want to dance well
i want to dance like crazy
but the way my body moves
isnt what i expected it to be like
i want to keep my friends close
i want to have someone i know that will be there for me 24/7
but the way my friends are
isnt what i expected my friends to be
i want to be a proud person of the yi family
i want to be the person that everyone in my family brags about
but the way i am now
isnt what i expected in order to become that proud person
i want to have no more worries
i want to have no more doubts
but the way life is
isnt what i expected to be
what i want...
i want alot of things
of course im a selfish person
i want this and that but i know i cant get it
thats the way of life.
but having flaws, losing friends, and doubts is all included
in my life.
i want to sing well
i want to express my feelings that way
but the sound that comes out
isnt what i expected it to sound like
i want to dance well
i want to dance like crazy
but the way my body moves
isnt what i expected it to be like
i want to keep my friends close
i want to have someone i know that will be there for me 24/7
but the way my friends are
isnt what i expected my friends to be
i want to be a proud person of the yi family
i want to be the person that everyone in my family brags about
but the way i am now
isnt what i expected in order to become that proud person
i want to have no more worries
i want to have no more doubts
but the way life is
isnt what i expected to be
what i want...
i want alot of things
of course im a selfish person
i want this and that but i know i cant get it
thats the way of life.
but having flaws, losing friends, and doubts is all included
in my life.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
supposed to...
what i learned today: i really want to go to another school thats far from here...
lets start with a story that is based on a true story
there was this girl named girl A who wanted to go to shopping with girl B. then girl A called girl B and said to hang out the next day cause she couldnt go anymore. and girl B said fine but she has work in the morning. girl A said it was fine and she could visit girl B and do something after that. so girl B thinking that girl A would actually come and do something, didnt make any plans with anyone. then when the next day actually came, girl B waited and waited. but girl A never came. girl B thought maybe girl A would have forgotten to come visit her, she didnt expect girl A to never even call or anything telling girl B that she couldnt make it. and now girl B is pretty disappointed that girl A either forgot, never called, made plans with someone else, or just didnt want to hang out with her and just didnt say anything...
dont you just love my story...?
lets start with a story that is based on a true story
there was this girl named girl A who wanted to go to shopping with girl B. then girl A called girl B and said to hang out the next day cause she couldnt go anymore. and girl B said fine but she has work in the morning. girl A said it was fine and she could visit girl B and do something after that. so girl B thinking that girl A would actually come and do something, didnt make any plans with anyone. then when the next day actually came, girl B waited and waited. but girl A never came. girl B thought maybe girl A would have forgotten to come visit her, she didnt expect girl A to never even call or anything telling girl B that she couldnt make it. and now girl B is pretty disappointed that girl A either forgot, never called, made plans with someone else, or just didnt want to hang out with her and just didnt say anything...
dont you just love my story...?
Friday, October 10, 2008
play dates
what i learned today: mr agecha does not know what quizzes are and tests are. he probably thinks quizzes mean tests and tests means quizzes... -__________-;;
im going to lindbergh tomorrow
then hanging out with eunice
im going to six flags on sunday
im going to lindbergh tomorrow
then hanging out with eunice
im going to six flags on sunday
Thursday, October 9, 2008
one thing to say
i have one thing to say:
what i learned today: room temperature 1.5 or 2 liter bottles of cola are cheaper than a refrigerated 20 ounce bottle of cola in shoprite ;P
happy birthday jen & jan <3
what i learned today: room temperature 1.5 or 2 liter bottles of cola are cheaper than a refrigerated 20 ounce bottle of cola in shoprite ;P
Monday, October 6, 2008
UPDATE
lets get updated with my life.
- i feel slightly better emotionally wise
- i feel slightly better sickness wise...?
- i cleaned my room
- i made a new sn for aim
- i am trying to get better in school
- i am kinda afraid to show my real feelings
- i updated my dry erase calender thing for october
- i watched how to lose friends and alienate them & eagle eye
- i have free lunch
- i had a fire drill today cause of a group in my foods class burnt butter
- i wish summer was here
- i have no school on thursday
- i learned that on friday night and whole saturday or atleast the morning are going to rain
- i need to change my default picture
- i slept over michelles house with megan
- i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIM! special galll right there :D
- i hung out with eunice but ditched her cause i got in trouble
- i felt bad for ditching eunice, michelle, and megan
- i updated my phone background
- i had homemade fries today
- i embarrassed myself today
- i feel crappy today
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