tiring & dry

the more i drink

yet the more i thirst

the more i sleep
yet the more i get tired

slowly life is coming tiring and dry

whats wrong with me?

진짜 모르겠어

졸려
피곤해
답답해
맨날 잠자고
맨날 친구도 보고
그럲데 하루하루 지나가면서
조금식 지처가
숨을 쉴 수 없어
누가 날 좀 구해 줘

꿈

i told my grandmother
i have this dream
this dream of being someone or something that my dad doesnt know about
i dont want to tell him
my dad...
he wants me to become successful
he wants me to make alot of money
but becoming that one thing i always wanted
can have two extremely different paths
either i fail... or i succeed in being that person
i asked grandma what if i were to give up becoming a doctor
and go for that dream
she replied go for it with all your might if you really want to
i said what if i fail.. wouldnt daddy be disappointed in me
just like 언니 he put his all in me
and i would be letting him down...
my grandmother said 무슨 자식이 부모님 위해 살아?
i thought about it..
sure im scared of disappointing my dad..
but more so i think im scared of disappointing myself
because i know to achieve that dream and become that kind of person
its almost 1 out of a million
would i be part of that 1 out of a million?
thinking about this i realized
im more scared of myself that anything else...
maybe i should work harder to achieve that goal that dream
i should take my chances
little by little
get a little closer towards that point

무서워
do you know how much i hate thunderstorms?

with that...
theres a thunderstorm going on right now
a thunder just shook my house...

OH MY MOTHER FREAKIN GOSH.
무서워 TT__TT;;

everything

YAY ME ! i changed my blog >;D
its red & black hehe
this song is getting stuck in my head...
idk why... 아이구
well i was bored so i changed my blog around
LOL
its 2pm based XD
i finally finished when i started at 7:45 ish
and right now its 9 something
its because SOME PEOPLE were throwing rocks at my window
so i talked to them for like an hour...
they are weird...

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my break...
its tiring - cause i sleep at 6 am sometimes LOL
its fun - cause i see my friends and hang out with them
its sad - cause breaks almost over
its boring - cause i have nothing to do

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why are we getting further away from each other?
why wont you tell me if you had a hard time?
like old times...?
you know im here for you
yet i feel like you dont know anymore
since we're getting more and more distant
i want to return to the days where we were close
the times where you told me everything and anything
the times where i told you everything and anything
those times were the best

iTOUCH (:<

Hehehe right now I'm on my itouch
Mad tired but half to stay awake
I need to get a case for this soon...
Or else its going to get all scratched up D;<
진짜 신기해 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 푸하하하하하하하하하하 (:<. >:D
It's like my mini computer now hehe
The one thing I hate is that I have to download all the songs I want
I hate downloading
Oh well I have to deal with it right? Right?
Well imma go play some games on this now :)
BYEEEEEE(:<