change

theres definitely no point in making this
no ones going to read it.
but it doesnt matter.
im letting out my feelings.

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i know that people change.
i know that its their choice.
but im scared.
when they change
are they going to forget me?
are they going to not like me?
am i close to them as before?
i makes me wonder...
i cant stop them.
im not the best friend anyone can have.
i try my best.
but just being myself isnt good enough...
do i cry?
do i scream?
do i even say anything?
i lost friends once...
gained them back...
but trusting them with my all...
is something i try to do...
but i just seem to not get it...
do i deserve friends?
changing a bit of them...
because i wanted it to...
does not mean they'll like it...
jennifer accept the facts...
life is not always about friends...
sure, theyre there for you in school...
but if you graduate, or move...
will they be in contact with you?
things change.
people change.
they might like you.
they might hate you.
you just cant always tell.
life isnt easy.
i know it isnt.
thats life.
you have to deal with it.
friends...
you can have other friends...
you can have no friends...
but are if you have friends...
do they really actually like you?
or do they talk shit about you?
with out you even knowing
people do change.
and jennifer sooner or later
youre not a person that will keep them all.
friends are friends.
but they can turn into enemys, haters, rivals.
people do change.
and they wont always like you.