꽃남

와ㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏ
i finished watching 꽃보다 남자
im happy it ended in a good way
but im sad cause now i have nothing anticipated for on mondays and tuesday
what bummer
아이 정말
hopefully ill have another reason to like mondays and tuesdays once again
(: until that reason comes, im going to be really bored D:

granted

i take everything for granted
friends, family, technology, food, water, everything
i think its all of these are just there and its doesnt make a difference
but when i loose them i freak
i need to stop taking things for granted
see what life has to offer
see what everyone or everything has to offer
slowly im getting older
and i should notices these things more
from now on i wont take all of these for granted
ill appreciate them (:

SHATT

HOLY SHAT
for freaking hour the east(?) side of palpark had no electricity
O_O;;
so freaky
that means now i have to do my history hw...
SIGHHHH

D:

아 진짜 D:
so lonely these days
everyone has a 짝꿍 except for me
아이구
and its foggy outside
even more depressing
i want a 짝꿍 too LOL
in the meanwhile i'll listen to
2am's 친구의 고백 (:

today

today was a good day

1. i walked from school to wax salon for hmart to cut his hair
2. we waited at red mango
3. we went to 뉴또또와 and ate 라볶이, 군만두, & 돈까스 :]
4. we walked to teresas house
5. watch part of saw V O_O;; mad freakyy
6. was falling asleep
7. went home
8. called my daddy :)
9. got 고구마깡 from him
10. daddy bought sushi and gave me 100 for april allowance :D :O
11. ate at his house
12. came back home :D

what a good day (:<
the only bad thing was i was mad tired throughout the day TT_TT;;

google

im a master at google-ing
i should get a certificate :D

친구의 고백

nice song by 2am :]

꽤 오래됐어

내 맘이 조금씩 변하기 시작한지,

혼자서 괴로워한지.

언제부턴가 네가 올때마다

너를 울리는 남자가 너무나 미웠어

차라리 내가 널 지키는게

나을지도 모른 생각이...

이제는 내가 널 안아주고

사랑해주고 싶단 생각이 들었어

Baby 이제는 내게 와

And be my lady

너무나 오래동안 지켜봤어

말 없이 서서

안타까운 가슴을 숨기며

친구로, 친구로 지내야 한다는 이유로

목까지 차올랐던 그 고백을 참아야했어..

하지만 이제는 고백할게,

너를 사랑해...

내 손을 잡고 나밖에 없다며

나같은 친구를 둔게,

정말 큰 축복이라며

변치 말자고 말을 할때마다,

조금씩 자라나는 내 사랑을 눌렀어

차라리 내가 널 지키는게

나을지도 모른다는 생각이

자꾸만 들었지만 참았어

너를 잃어버릴까 두려워, 하지만...

Baby (Baby) 이제는 내게 와 (내게 와)

And be my lady (lady)

너무나 오래동안 지켜봤어

말 없이 서서

안타까운 가슴을 숨기며 (No)

친구로(Your friend), 친구로 지내야 한다는 이유로 (I Know),

목까지 차올랐던(차올랐던 그말)

그 고백을 (고백을) 참아야했어 (말할 수 없었어)

하지만 이제는 고백할게,

너를 사랑해...

i want be 4차원 :D

i want a shoulder to cry on
no i need a should to cry on
without any reason
just cry

다 해결했어 :]
미안해 ><;;

angel

“Dear Angel ever at my side,
how lovely you must be---
To leave your home in heaven,
to guard a child like me.
When I'm far away from home,
or maybe hard at play--
I know you will protect me,
from harm along the way.
Your beautiful and shining face,
I see not, though you're near.
The sweetness of your lovely voice,
I cannot really hear.
When I pray, you're praying too,
Your prayer is just for me.
But ,when I sleep you never do,
You're watching over me.”

i need a shoulder

i need a shoulder to cry on

우리 언니

Dear 언니,

Wow 언니... today's your twenty-third birthday. though we didn't celebrate your birthday, i hope today was a bright day. I'm sorry i don't have anything for you. i don't think words could express all my love and gratitude towards you.언니 we've through hard times, right? and you've always been there for me. thank you. you've always been a mother that i never really had. you had so much on your hands, and yet, you treated me like a sister and daughter through all that. I don' t know what i would be without you. though we don't talk much, i love you. i'm sorry for hurting you at times. I'm sorry for everything. i hope had a wonderful birthday. it's the day you were born. the day you came to earth and started to receive love from everyone. i know you won't read this. but i want to dedicate this song to you. this song is about moms, but we never really had one. But you cared for me like you were my mom. so here. Dear Mom by 소녀시대

오늘은 왠지 힘들고 지쳐
베개를 끌어안은 채 혼자 방안에 남아

전화길 만지작거리는 나의 마음이
왠지 오늘따라 외로운거죠

갑자기 울린 전화에 놀라
밥 먹었는지 걱정하는 엄마 목소리가

귀찮게 들렸던 그 말이 오늘은 다른걸
잊고 있었던 약속들이 떠올라요

마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요


엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
나와 꿈을 함께 나누던 내 머릴 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나

때론 잘못된 선택들로 아파했지만
아무 말 없이 뒤에서 지켜봐 주셨죠
서툴고 어린 아이지만 이젠 알 것 같아요
엄마의 조용한

마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요

엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
나와 꿈을 함께 나누던 내 머리를 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나


어떡하죠 아직 작은 내 맘이

엄마의 손을 놓으면 혼자 잘할 수 있을지

아직 부족한 것 같아 난 두려운 걸요
지혜로운 엄마의 딸 될게요 나에게 용기를 줘요
어딜가도 자랑스런 딸이 될게요

엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
한없이 보여준 사랑만큼 따스한 맘을 가질게요
수줍어 자주 표현 못했죠

엄마 정말로 사랑해요

언니 영원히 사랑해

언니의 동생,
정은